Yes I'm Aware It's 4:45am

So in the end the HP slash was good, but not necessarily enough romping to justify 12 hours of not studying...
My brain hurts now.
Sleep.
Then study tomorrow.
Oh god I hope Mother doesn't decide to wake me up early...

Procrastinating at its sauciest

I have found my undoing.
I have been home from work since 9:30 this evening and it is currently 1:23am. I have not stopped reading this awesome HP fanfic. Part of me is cursing the steely-fingered one... and the rest of me is laughing too hard at Draco and his awkwardness to care :P
However, this means my total amount of study tonight has been... zero.
Which makes me more like one of Draco's schemes to sabotage others so he can be brilliant.
Ah if only he wasn't so damned devilishly bad-boy cute...
Well I'm only up to their 5th year, so surely this fantastic work of HP fiction cannot go beyond the school years... my study regime hopes...
Meanwhile, boys are annoying.
Also that I keep using big words in msn conversations at 1:30 in the morning is surprising and slightly annoying. So constantly in lethologica - wh/ i think is the state of not knowing the precise word you wish to use at that time. Plus I keep talking like I'm narrating a HP fanfic story... and my brain starts narrating my life.. Can't it give a brief overview of whatever I need to learn about Cardiovascular and Respiratory systems since I know so very very very little right now.
I know I am small, but I feel so tiny when the world is so big and the wealth of knowledge we'll be expected to know (and are expected to know already) is enormous.
*sigh*
Ok, sleep soon, then study in the morning.
Delete links to awesome fanfics and read during holidays.
Also remember to get the third book in Inheritance cycle... will kill anyone who ruins the ending.

List Of Things To Do

Today I finished one assignment and read through the next two that are due, so I can get started on them over the weekend.

Though I have lots of work to do, I'm feeling pretty good :)

Tomorrow I think I need to work on anatomy. Just anatomy, solidly, all day. Friday I should probably look at the legal and ethical issues we've looked at this semester. Then the weekend I really have to go through and work on some of these Learning Objectives. Oh and I have to prepare for the debriefing tute. (So debriefing tute, DHC proposal and D&P reports for the assigns to go). Must also look over history taking and physical examinations! (See Talley and O'Connor).

We've got 5 cases of cardiovascular, 6 of respiratory and 4 of renal. Roughly 10 LOs each case, so that's about 150 LOs and we've got 6 weeks till exams. So roughly 3-5 LOs each day and I'll be right. Putting in perspective like that isn't too bad. Now I just have to knuckle down and do them :P

So here's the final list:
>LOs
>DHC LOs
>DLEPP LOs
>OSCE prep
>Anatomy
>DHC proposal
>D&P report
>Debriefing tutorial

plus my taxes :P

10 Simple Rules

The following rules are for when my two best friends and I decide to move in together. All who enter the house have to follow by the rules also.

1. No practical jokes unless it's your birthday, a big drinking night or April Fool's.
2. No farting (exceptions include outside, bathroom, and your own bedroom)
3. No velvet
4. No using nail files
5. Toilet pleasantries, please: warning before and after dookies, plus use of airfreshner and opening of windows; both toilet seats go down when finished; replacement of toilet roll when necessary; also see rule 8.
6. (can't remember just yet..)
7. (can't remember just yet..)
8. You spill, break, mess, drop anything - clean it up
9. No hanky-panky in rooms other than your own unless it's your birthday, a big drinking night or April Fool's. (for kitchen rules, see rule 8)
10. No parties before exams; but many parties after exams

other rules include:
Company of more than 2 people requires notification
Notes to be conveyed via Magna-doodle
No noises (from cooking, sex, music etc) between 2 and 8am unless it's your birthday, a big drinking night or April Fool's
No using fingers to eat nutella or honey
No feet on furniture (shoes inside is allowed)
Sharing is caring (but that doesn't include toothbrushes)
When the crib's a-rockin', don't come a-knockin'

Songs For Your Mood

These lists aren't exhaustive, but basically these songs may be helpful when upset or angry.
May add to these if I get the chance

Songs to be upset to:
Falling Slowly - glen hansard and m irglov (something :S)
Iris - goo goo dolls
Eyes - rogue wave
The Promise - tracy chapman
Better Days - goo goo dolls (possibly belongs in angry category)
Black Balloon - goo goo dolls (possibly belongs in angry category)
Happy Ending - mika
Dream Catch Me - newton faulkner
Leave Out All The Rest - linkin park (possibly belongs in angry category)
It's Not Over - secondhand serenade
Open Your Eyes - snow patrol
Pictures Of You - angie hart
Tell Her This - del amitri
Overkill - colin hay (live acoustic is better)
If We Hold On Together - land before time song, don't remember artist
Hanging By A Moment - lifehouse
Open Your Eyes - snow patrol

Songs to be angry with:
Falls Apart - sugar ray
You Shit Me To Tears - don't remember artist
Fell In Love Without You - motion city soundtrack
Hum Hallelujah - fall out boy
Sugar, We're Going Down - fall out boy
Big Machine - goo goo dolls
Scotty Doesn't Know - euro trip

Days like today

I hate days like today

Where I get told something I don't want to know
Have a good conversation with someone I thought was an enemy and a bad conversation with someone I thought was a friend
Learn something about someone I care about that changes the way I feel about them
Don't really accomplish much (or any of the things I'd planned to do)
Realise something I thought was right was completely wrong
Get ignored and forgotten
Feel completely lost and alone
Get angry at something I don't understand
Have feelings and emotions I can't put into words and instead just end up depressed

But in the end I'm listening to random music and wanting to run away from it all. or cry lol but I've got no idea about the reason. I just want to start over. Why can't I have a restart button for life??

Things I want to say to friends

You horn-dog!

I'm so jealous

I think we need to stop this

I don't want to marry you